[RUANG KATA]

i heard an issue about Adam Lavine who won as a sexiest man alive 2013 haha! yes, i admit that he is sexy in body and his voice (everybody knows that). BUUUUUTTTT, i have my own sexiest m(e)n alive! I have two, by the way. hahaha here they are!

1. As the runner-up, i have a sexiest rapper alive. Armando!

The man in left side named Pitbull. I love this rapper soooooo much! i love his songs too, of course. His songs are great and easy listening. I love his spain accent! it's cute><
i love his bald-head too haha!

TCHU  TCHU  TCHA !










2. And as the top-winner is.... Justin Timberlake!



This guy has beautiful eyes i ever seen! The sexiest moment of him is when he wore a white tuxedo and sang many songs on the stage! YOU ARE THE KING OF THAT STAGE, DUDE!!!><

You know, although his songs in his newest album (The 20/20 Experience) take more than 5 minutes for one song, he made it perfectly-dont-make-the-listener-get-bored.

Not only can sing with all his perfection, he can dance either. And it's not bad at all. ><


Strawberry bubblegum   Don't hold the wall Suite and tie Mirror  Spaceship coupe

Hours ago, my friend asked me something about college. She asked "according to you, if i choose medicine faculty at unair, is it too excessive for me?". Then, i said "impossible is nothing, right?". She replied "yes, you're right."

Today is 15th November and the end test is about a couple weeks left. 2 weeks isnt that long, fyi. I dont know, is time really goes fast or time pushes me into the future faster than normal? oh, i think the first statement is mostly right. Lately, i feel like a day isnt 24 hours again (or it is, but the second hand on the clock turns fast?).

After the end test, i'll have some intensive courses for UN and SBMPTN soon. Strategy must be ready for that fight and alhamdulillah i've got some (not really) great strategy. Sometimes, i wonder that i'll be the first student from my high school to continue my study in ITB. It would be great, right?

But, there is something depressing me. I wont (i mean not as often as when we're in high school) go out in saturday night with my best friends anymore. I will miss the moment when we went to house of sampoerna until (almost) midnight, how we spent 20k at Brum Cafe for a plate of icy pancake and a cup of hot choco, going to cinemas, or just going around the town.

I love my friends in IPA 2 (Expost), they are crazy and have many ways to make a whole class laughing! They are great, funny, kind, care, and great great great! I remember how i hated this class in the first week of school because there were my ex and his fan (at that time), FYI! I thought it would be worst class i ever entered. but, i was wrong. I even having great friends in this cool class (though he is still there). but no, i didnt focus on talking about my exboyf (and his fan), but it told you how life is totally fair when you feel it's not.

i am just not ready yet for the graduation which is less than 5 months:'(

Look at our faces! lol

from left to right : Onny, Adam

"walaupun mereka hanya menyodorkanku siluetmu, aku pasti tau kalau itu kau."

Aku jatuh cinta pada seorang lelaki. Dekat, tapi terasa jauh. Aku hanya bisa menikmati matanya. Dan karena mata itu, aku jatuh cinta. Tidak, matanya tidak indah--kata temanku. Warna matanya juga bukan warna favoritku--biru. Aku tidak jatuh cinta pada bentuk matanya ataupun warnanya. Tetapi, pandangannya. Aku selalu mati gaya karena pandangan. Sesuatu yang menurut orang lain, ah, biasa saja! Tetapi, bagiku, pandangannya dapat membuatku berguling girang sendirian, sementara ia bersembunyi dibalik kabut. I love the way he stares at me. Ada rasa yang menggelitik perutku saat ia menatapku. Ada esensi yang membuat cita rasa tatapannya menjadi berbeda.

Baik, aku juga mencintai senyumnya (maaf aku berbohong, padahal aku bilang aku hanya mencintai matanya). Senyum yang sepertinya dibumbui rasa malu, tetapi lucu. Manis. Senyum yang mungkin hanya aku dan dia yang tau. Ruang beserta makhluk-makhluk lain terasa luntur bersama waktu, menanggalkan kita yang bertukar senyum.... lalu kembali lagi ke dunia nyata, dimana tiada seorang pun menyadari hal itu.

ZIPPPP!

you will never know how i feel when he gives me his prettiest smile. oh, thanks for charges my mood up! 

"jika aku mengatakan bahwa aku biasa saja jika berada didekatmu, itu bohong."

tentu saja seluruh tubuhku bergetar hebat saat mendengar nama itu--namamu. sel-sel otakku berlompatan menghasilkan lompatan listrik kecil yang merambat hingga seluruh tubuhku. gila. berada beberapa sentimeter dari permukaan kulitmu saja membuat jantungku memompa darah lebih cepat. mataku kaku. tidak berani menoleh, apalagi menegur. maaf, aku tidak bermaksud begitu. aku hanya terlalu gugup.

aku tidak pernah percaya bahwa aku akan se-gugup ini berada didekatmu, walaupun aku terlihat... biasa saja.